In The Part Of BFF Make Me Stress Too.

Keep think and hope best friend forever, but sometimes this making me so stress.. I will always do the best on it, always find sometimes to meet them and chat with them. What it's make me stress is wanna ask them for help. I will always help them if I could. I will always tell myself whether they need help or not, I will always be there for them. But when I need help from them, I cannot do it.
I can say that I'm the person hate to ask people help especially to those who close with me. Cause the people close to me, I know them well. It will be easy for me to look thought them, whether they really want to help me or not, they really have the look. It will be the look of ''NG SONG".
By not letting them to show the look again, I everything need to think before I answer their question. I need to arrange a lot of thing then only can be with them. Sometimes because of this, it make me feel angry all the time..

Boy, Without a driving license in a teenage world is so hard to do things..

The PAST

Hey, just wanna to update my blog, but I don't know what to write, so I decide to write about my past.
In last 2 and a half month of my work, I've learn a lot of thing. How to be independent girl, and how to see though people face, and Facing to my supervisor..
I can say that where I work Is so hard, but I feel happy working with my new friends. There got a bit unfair but is ok for me if I work with my friends with those happiness and I will remember always.. ''you're my friend''.

What A Day, What A Life ~

Feeling is the function or the power of perceiving by touch. Feeling is important for us, whether you like it or not, you must take care of it, not only yourself but the others too.

For my feelings is no one care about it, they hurting me like they don't care about my feelings.
hurting like they not even know they hurting me.. Start something without waiting me, and do something without waiting for my answer. Scold me like I'm the only one wrong and they think like I don't care. But hey, I do care..
what I can do is put into a box like what we do with the rubbish thing and put it a side.

And hey, the box will always there, we will always know what's inside the box.

B.O.R.E.D

Working~ keep scare that not enough time to be with my BFF,
None working~ Feel too much time for me and true, my bff not even free on weekday.
When I've plan~ its giving me a feeling that I'm not giving much time together with my parent.
When I don't have any plan~ I feel sick facing the computer whole day that not even know want to do what with the computer.
Go out always~ my dad looks like ''beh song'' with me.
Didn't go out~ I boring like a zombie ><

Is so hard to live this kind of life, but I can't ignore it right?? A lot people out there live a harmful life more worst then us... Today, I really feel that I going to lost my sense, a sense on myself. Its like its really not good if facing in front of the computer for a whole day, and I start to feel I'm a useless person. I have nothing to do, whole day playing the computer... I'm really going to be crazy~

P.s: I Don't What I'm Talking About.

New School, New Friends!

Is not a good idea that I'm going to start my college with new friends that I don't know who is it~~
and I'm not that brave to face with the new people with my poor little English ><

Can I don't go to a college without any friends I know??? Can I choose a college together with my friends??? ~ ~
No I can't ><. Mom already decide me to go to UCSI same college with my brother that he going to be graduate in A-levels and wanna go on study in other college with in other COURSE !!
Oh man~ what I suppose to do?? Straight tell my mom that I don't want study same college with my brother and take the same college with my friends or just.... forget it??

Ya~ I better choose FORGET IT before my brother start to say those annoying comments.....

`Truly, I Not Brave Enough To Tell Mom`

~Micdolittle~

SPM Result Is Coming.

Although tomorrow we can meet each other, but I start to have a feeling of missing you all...
Tomorrow is the day the SPM result comes out, I feel excited but not on the result, is I cxan meet my BFF once again...
Although we not meet each other just a couple day, but everyday I will always miss them...
I hope everyday and every moment we all be together, and I hope the day in march will went faster, so that I can go out with my BFF...

~8 more days left~

You All Are My Future.

You All Is My Future Wedding Side Bride And Side Groom... =) And When I die, You All Is At My Coffin Side Till I Been Seal Up.

-min yang-

On 19 of march,
our group having a gathering, we had a lot of fun in this gathering, every smile, every laugh, we are all together... even crying, we all will be crying together.
on this day, the day that I get the feeling of FAMILY. We Are Together, We Are Family.
We wont be separate till the day we die.
We laugh together, We sleep together, We eat together, We play together, We live together although is in different house, but our hearts is always together...

~dream Girl, Micdolittle~