Start By Now

I will start my revision by today, right now...
I'm sure that it will hard for me but I will keep moving on..
Now I started to feel fun in college, with all my friends which going to be more closer.. Its so happy when I be with them, I started to find the same feeling with my BFF.. When I be with them, the memories always appear in my head, the happy memories that I'll never forget it..

~winNie~

assignment, assignment, assignment...

Is a very stress to study in college, my homework as we know that is our assignment that will count in our final exam. If didn't do or pass up, our final exam will complete fail... Life is so hard, everyone having a problem, my friend, me.. Everything is so hard... Early that time,Ii'm thinking that I can start on work, and don wan waste money in studies cause I'm not really like studies, and I'm not good in studies too.. why don't I save the money for my brother?? that really like to study and smart... I can start to work now, I don mind that is hard for me... My dream is to come out work... I like the feeling that makes me wan to be hardworking... This is what I want, I want work.. I want work something that I want and like to do...

~winNie~

Day 6, in college

Today I just attend a class only. Class start at 2 and end at 3.30pm. I met a lot of friends in this college. Their English are so good makes me feel I have to work hard in my English language.

Day 3 in College

Cause I'm just started my college, lots things to do, thats why I only update all my blog by today. I will remind myself to update my blog everyday...

Today: Meet more friends and so fun to chat with my new friends when there's no class at that period. But not as fun as with my Bff... Always remind me back how fun was I gather with ALL MY BFF...

~winNie~

Day 2 in College

Class start early in the morning,

rushing to my 1st class because there is a traffic jam on the way to college..

Wednesday will be the busy day for me, there's a lot class I have to attend.. Is fine for me cause I meet more friends today...

~winNie~

Day 1 in College

First Day in college..

Its good to me, but its also not good for me...

Its not good for me because I cant go to my college with my Best Friends... I have to face the new chapter of my life by myself.. But guess what Good for me is I meet a lot news friends in this college, and will be more in the other day...

I can say that college life is quite fun for me, everything we have to done it by ourselves, like find our timetable in the internet, print our notes before our new lecture start... All this makes us to grown up, do it by ourselves...

~winNie~

Wherever I Go, I'll Always Remember YOu..

Moving On, Letting Go, Holding On To Tomorrow,
With So Many Dreams And So Many Plans,
I Always Knew With In All This Year,
There Will Be Laughter And There Will Be Tears,
I Never Knew This Days Would Come,
With So Much Joy But So Much Pain.
I'm So Thankful For The Moment And So Glad Got To Know You
I know That Wherever I Go, You Will Be with Me, And I'll Always Remember.

Is So Hard To Say Goodbye,
But All The Memories I Would Keep Like A Photograph,
Everything Is About To Change,
But We Have To Face Tomorrow And Say Goodbye To Yesterday.
Start New Chapter But Is Always In The Same Stories,
This Happy Ending Will Be Start Of Our Dreams.
Every Song We Sing Out Loud, We'll Never Fade Away,
I Know I'll Miss You But We'll Meet Again Something,
We'll Never Fade Away.

~dream Girl, Micdolittle~

In The Part Of BFF Make Me Stress Too.

Keep think and hope best friend forever, but sometimes this making me so stress.. I will always do the best on it, always find sometimes to meet them and chat with them. What it's make me stress is wanna ask them for help. I will always help them if I could. I will always tell myself whether they need help or not, I will always be there for them. But when I need help from them, I cannot do it.
I can say that I'm the person hate to ask people help especially to those who close with me. Cause the people close to me, I know them well. It will be easy for me to look thought them, whether they really want to help me or not, they really have the look. It will be the look of ''NG SONG".
By not letting them to show the look again, I everything need to think before I answer their question. I need to arrange a lot of thing then only can be with them. Sometimes because of this, it make me feel angry all the time..

Boy, Without a driving license in a teenage world is so hard to do things..

The PAST

Hey, just wanna to update my blog, but I don't know what to write, so I decide to write about my past.
In last 2 and a half month of my work, I've learn a lot of thing. How to be independent girl, and how to see though people face, and Facing to my supervisor..
I can say that where I work Is so hard, but I feel happy working with my new friends. There got a bit unfair but is ok for me if I work with my friends with those happiness and I will remember always.. ''you're my friend''.

What A Day, What A Life ~

Feeling is the function or the power of perceiving by touch. Feeling is important for us, whether you like it or not, you must take care of it, not only yourself but the others too.

For my feelings is no one care about it, they hurting me like they don't care about my feelings.
hurting like they not even know they hurting me.. Start something without waiting me, and do something without waiting for my answer. Scold me like I'm the only one wrong and they think like I don't care. But hey, I do care..
what I can do is put into a box like what we do with the rubbish thing and put it a side.

And hey, the box will always there, we will always know what's inside the box.

B.O.R.E.D

Working~ keep scare that not enough time to be with my BFF,
None working~ Feel too much time for me and true, my bff not even free on weekday.
When I've plan~ its giving me a feeling that I'm not giving much time together with my parent.
When I don't have any plan~ I feel sick facing the computer whole day that not even know want to do what with the computer.
Go out always~ my dad looks like ''beh song'' with me.
Didn't go out~ I boring like a zombie ><

Is so hard to live this kind of life, but I can't ignore it right?? A lot people out there live a harmful life more worst then us... Today, I really feel that I going to lost my sense, a sense on myself. Its like its really not good if facing in front of the computer for a whole day, and I start to feel I'm a useless person. I have nothing to do, whole day playing the computer... I'm really going to be crazy~

P.s: I Don't What I'm Talking About.

New School, New Friends!

Is not a good idea that I'm going to start my college with new friends that I don't know who is it~~
and I'm not that brave to face with the new people with my poor little English ><

Can I don't go to a college without any friends I know??? Can I choose a college together with my friends??? ~ ~
No I can't ><. Mom already decide me to go to UCSI same college with my brother that he going to be graduate in A-levels and wanna go on study in other college with in other COURSE !!
Oh man~ what I suppose to do?? Straight tell my mom that I don't want study same college with my brother and take the same college with my friends or just.... forget it??

Ya~ I better choose FORGET IT before my brother start to say those annoying comments.....

`Truly, I Not Brave Enough To Tell Mom`

~Micdolittle~

SPM Result Is Coming.

Although tomorrow we can meet each other, but I start to have a feeling of missing you all...
Tomorrow is the day the SPM result comes out, I feel excited but not on the result, is I cxan meet my BFF once again...
Although we not meet each other just a couple day, but everyday I will always miss them...
I hope everyday and every moment we all be together, and I hope the day in march will went faster, so that I can go out with my BFF...

~8 more days left~

You All Are My Future.

You All Is My Future Wedding Side Bride And Side Groom... =) And When I die, You All Is At My Coffin Side Till I Been Seal Up.

-min yang-

On 19 of march,
our group having a gathering, we had a lot of fun in this gathering, every smile, every laugh, we are all together... even crying, we all will be crying together.
on this day, the day that I get the feeling of FAMILY. We Are Together, We Are Family.
We wont be separate till the day we die.
We laugh together, We sleep together, We eat together, We play together, We live together although is in different house, but our hearts is always together...

~dream Girl, Micdolittle~

Everything Have To Do It Yourself.

And I know now that we can't hope for someone, cause someone won't that easy to lend you a hand. Everything we hope for, we have to do it yourself without anyones help..
From this world, everyone is like everyone. Always see the OWN world. Look to the word of OWN, then only they will help. If you are owning someone. PLEASE, Give back it to them, so that you won't OWN people again. Owning people is not a very good for you, you will feel hate of it when you own people so much, and don't make people to OWN you, cause everyone is like everyone, just remember people owning them nor owning others.

So am I. From now on, I wont do anything to you, and you don't hope me will help you anything, cause it just like how much you like to my status. Beside, you own me more than I own you.
So stop call me to help you do things, it makes me feel you own me something and I don't want it.

I Don't Want You To Own Me.


~dream Girl, Micdolittle~

/19th Days To Go\

12 of march!
March of 12!
The end of the month is coming,
Is time for me to run away,
Run away from the busy place.
Yippy...

APRIL TIMETABLE:
Going to take my car license,
Dye my hair,
Register my college at UCSI,
Go out with my BFF,
Buy clothes, bags, and accessory.
Go to church to visit my friend
and start to find my MAGIC MAN ^^

Sarah Connor - Christmas In My Heart

Christmas Always In My Heart !

SAD IN WORRY, WORRY TO HOPE, HOPE TO PRAY.

Sad To That Feels Like Losing You All,
Worry That Our Relationship Will End Like This,
Hope Everyday You All Will Update Your Blog So That I Will Know Whats Your Feeling Now,
Pray Us To Be Together Forever.

Is All My Fall.

I'm so regret that I work this job.
So so regret it, and now, friends plan something I'm the one cant go, and then, they will cancel all..
Is better that I ffk them, like that they wont cancel whole thing, and they maybe just angry me for awhile only...

I Think.

~dream Girl Midcolittle~

Friends In Event.

Feels like I'm the one going to be far with my friends. Once in any event, I'm the 1st one say cant, or must have the most comment [ the bad comment ].
Like the latest event, to Sunway Lagoon, I'm the only one cant go, and make till this event cancel.
Like I'm the one make till this cancel=.=

Today, I already try my best to ask the supervisor to give me off, but everything I said also cant.. Always said: everything you all wish, when I cant give de??
After I heard this, I talk in my heart, never lol.... =.=
Didn't happen to me at all...
Ask whether I can change my off day on friday to thursday because no one fetch me on thursday also cant..
always said the management won't take this kind of reason wor... If you don't say, how can the management know it?? all also you say de, truth or not truth also don't know and all the timetable also you plan de... but now I only know, the truth is every thursday she must do morning sheet because need to ''pui'' her husband><
FUCK!!!
And that one the management accept la.. no transport cannot be a reason, but need ''pui'' husband can be a reason la... what a non-sense... If other work with her, sure she kena pecat very earlier... she will report to the management what a worker is this?? no use brain to think.

And I'm clever now, when I'm off, she called need my help, I said I'm not free...
what she want me to do, I will give face on her. Don't always think I'm the easiest to bully. I'm a people so is you... Know to respect yourself also need to know how respect people... Fucker...
Still call me come back and take the job after my studies..

Oh My God, No Way I'm Gonna To Work With Her...

UNHAPPY WORK.

What I get from this work is nothing.
People seem think me is a very nice person, but inside of every people is a girl that very easy to give people to bully.
Who am I? What kinf of person am I???
I'm a person that not very easy to ''kui zut'' people ( means not very easy to say no to people)
What people call me to do, I will do. Like what I did in this job, what they call me to do, I DO.
But now I start to feel that I'm too soft.. I just cant do anything in this job, take a MC, or change timetable, all also can't...
Every costumer I go and Suff, They work just easy, just do the same thing, [look at me, and say: eh, got costumer]
I'm so angry once they say like this, what I'm gonna to do, can't report because the supervisor also is the same...
Everything that I ask to, also is the ''can't'' word. Everytime I heard this word, I feel wanna to cry out.. Like I'm not able lawan them because they are too strong.
What could I do?? Just save it and forget about it...
Starting to feel regret to take this job, no time to rest, no time to meet my friends.
Feel that my friends is going to break up is because of me...

So Hope This month Went Faster~

~dream Girl Micdolittle~

A Fucking Ashole.

What an ashole,
If she work at somewhere else,
she already giving so much people to report,
what a meaning of "jeong jau"?
"jeong jau'' is used in giving a hand without any other way of help in all kind of people.
And now what you mean that this word ''jeong jau'' is just use for a supervisor,
for part time, there is no any ''jeong jau''.
Fuck off..
Don't think yourself very important to the management.. You are not.. What you do is act in front of them that make people think that you are the important once.. But the truly, you are just the same like others, LAZY.
What I wanna to tell you that, I'm not that easy to give people to bully. Like I always said, once I get angry, you wont like it... Thats who I am.

Course Of LAW.

Another choice for me to choose...
Also another great idea for my future...

Scare Of Losing You All~

Talk about my course again this morning,
once my mom said, work as a hotel management wont easy to get any holiday, especially CNY,
start to worry about my friends.. Will we continue seeing each other when we start to work??
starting to confuse myself by choosing a course,
Earlier, I already had my decision on what course am I taking...
But now I start to feel I will regret on it...
OhH~ Please.. Could anyone help me???
Could anyone help me to choose a course that I will not regret it??? anyone???

By the way, today have a great day with my work's friend...
happy, and a bit of beh song...
Well, this is my job and I have to do it just for another weeks...
makeup skill is getting better, and thanks for my mom bought a new eyeliner for me and my model..[Pei Gi] If not her, my skill wont getting better..
The eyeliner is really great when you use it..
Is SO SMOOTH... like hell... and know I really wan to learn how to draw those "EYE SHADOW" like what those Artist have....

That's all Today's life...
suf-ing costumer, day dreaming and make up..
and still. . . haven found my magic man~

~dream Girl Micdolittle~

Friend In Couple.

Finish reading my friend's blog,
feels jealous them how sweet they are, being together 1 year, going to be half watching them be together is really a happy thing, but not really know how's their life now because all have been busy to work, finding money, and suf-ing costumer...
For me..
ahha~ I don't really know what am I doing. What I know the costumer is getting little chinese new year is going to end soon,another 2 hours and 21 minutes..

Another new year had gone,
is going to start a new life of my own.. I'm going to become a Big girl.. everything I have to do it by myself, not my mom going to help me or do it to me..
Hmm~ going to miss my life when I was a little girl, finish school mom will fetch me home, buy mcdonald for me, watch my fav cartoon show.

THIS will never happen for me in my life... is just my imagination.
In my real life, mom was busy working, working and... working.
and where I'm going and what will I do after school??
go to my dad factory a.k.a my grandma's house, helping them to look after the shop while they are not free to do so...
or staying upstairs fighting with my Brother ><
how naughty are we when we are young..
and now, when I think it back, I feel all this is the funniest thing I've ever did...

And know what are we all girls waiting for is, OUR MAGIC MAN.
waiting our true love that can bring us all special things, and make our life to be the most special...
I really wish so..
and I wish you two will be happy and the most sweeties couple...
~TO min yang and vine yin~

DREAM GIRL~

Friend In Couple.

Valentine's Day

Work in a full day,
sitting outside of the shop with my friend, looking at those people who is couple and uncouple..
some couples who are in the same shirt, same colour, and unsame shirt,
some are married, some already had children,
some is young, some is old.
some uncouples that looking not very good mood because Today is a valentine's day.
Sitting outside with my friend, talking nonsense things, jealous about those girls who have boyfriends, and waiting for lenq chai to walk though our shop.
Lot of people that come in to our shop, that buying a pantyhose, A sexy pantyhose for his girlfriends or his wife, OR buy and wear it for his husband or boyfriends to see...
Every costumer ask us, why are we working here??
and I ask back, whats wrong with it?
and they said, we should be celebrating with our boyfriends, today is valentine's day.
and I answer them how can we celebrate valentine's day without A Boyfriend. . .
and they seem don't believe us.. they just smile and go.

Valentine's day is a prefect day for those who is in couple to celebrate their anniversary and celebrate that they put so hard in this relationship...
For those who is not in any relationship, celebrate with our friends, buy a chocolate and wish us will found our true love and happy ever after.

YUP! I just Did Is Today.

~micdolittle~

ps. happy valentine's day

Rubbish Every Where, Ang Pau Little

OMG.
I'm so tired to clean the house after my uncle and aunty came to my house Bai Lin..
all the rubbish on the floor..

This year got a bit diff is, my uncle from mom's family came together at this day..
last year or in my life its never happen,
this year all sekali gau dim...
after from my father's family, here comes my mom's family..
and we had dinner together, is feel like not very comfortable, but I'm very happy to see them..

Planing to watch movie after that but the ticket is fully book...
So, just can buy for tomorrow watch...

DAMN... cho 3 have to start work.. at this time my timetable will more worst then now=.=

~micdolittle~

Welcome Back

Just started to update my blog,
so busy this few weeks,
Chinese New Year is coming soon.
I'm happy that this day is coming cause I can start to wear my new clothes,

How's about my work??
FUN ^^
but starting next month, I will be more busy.
cause today is one of the worker last day..
so next month will be busy without her..
hope the next part time girl faster come so that I will have more off day and more time to rest...

what a nice weather today,
is raining,
raining is not a healthy weather for us, and good for us cause no sun, our clothes wont dry....
but I like it ^^
weather cold, make me wont sweat...
hope this weather wont stop,
but it wont be in Malaysia...

I'm Back

Finally, I'm back to my blog...
Today is my 1st day off...
Oh.. ya.. forget to tell that I've found a job,
My job is a salesgirl, selling sock.
Meet new friends too,
feels a bit uncomfortable,
don't what's the feeling is..
Don't know is it the age problem,
or is the time for me to be serious... hahahaha...

I'm so miss my gang..
my classmate...
my friends from Seni Drama..
and my school too XD..

what I want to say =,=???
Hmm.. That's all I think..

~Micdolittle~