tired

i feel very tired this few days... start from monday.. donno izzit really much things to do...
yeaterday meeting time, yew told me tat is not everything have me to do it... let the people who is incharge of this things... yesterday at night, i think back what yew say, and i feel better then the day before yesterday, everyday i feel stress bout this, scare i cant success this activities whn i get in to this position... and from now on i will call the people who incharge of this to do it.. let myself to rest down for a little bit...

the day when so fast, audition 3 this friday is coming soon... our sentosa idol audition are finish...
hope for the final will done well this year... done more good thn last year...
and also saturday is coming soon... everyweek whn this day coming soon, i always feel scare... i donno why, but the feeling come though me... my brain keep think something, tat always feel something bad will come... but if i din go, i donno how thy feel bout me, especially yin san, i very scare she will angry tat i din go to chruch for many days... and whn i got go.. i always feel scare whn thy planing for the transport.. i scare my transport will be together with the ppl tat i donno..
got one time, in the car got almost more thn 10 ppl in the car, thy all talk together but just me the one who feel shy and quite in the car... i don even dare to tell the guy the way to my house.. and i scare thy will say wad to me... haizx... this saturday church is talking bout mother's day..
i think it will also like the transport...
hope my mom will go with me too, and hope this saturday i can go to... cause i long time din go jor... scare my friends at church forget bout me..=(