sad...

no ppl can think my feeling... no ppl care bout me... but for me is already good jor.. i hv my friends, that will noe how to take care bout friends de..
yeah!!! friends 4ever

i start hate myself, that i no use, very easy to let ppl buli... until i start to think back how thy buli me, than i start cry.... the way thy buli, thy don even noe... not the way thy say, is the way thy speck, the volume of the sound, is look like thy scolding... and all the way thy talk is right, we wrong....

and go back home, i try wan to told my family... how thy treat to me.. thy don even wan to care bout this... like the don even wan to noe bout this... the way thy act like i'm very ignoring....
sad..................................................
make me feel i don wan to survive in this world...


someone told me, have to think positive.. just act like normal...
keep telling myself, think positive, act like normal....
think positive, act like normal...
think positive and act like normal....
i keep thinking, i hv to live by myself, tanpa bergantung kpd orang lain....

cheh~ moral pula... but fail too==

yeah!!! congraturation to all contestance
u r in audition 3 now...
just give some semangat for this thn u will
in to final...
good luck...XD

sorry!!!!

so sorry to u all... is my fault... i really fan on tat time, tats why i suddenly so loud scold u all.. for me i will think tat time i din scold u all, i just say loud to u all only...really sorry..i will change...


today i very sad....no going to church, and got family problem... and i start very hate my father...
i don wan to, but he really make me hate him... he did something make me feel angry and hate him... my mom right... he did anything is make us to hate him, and let the god feel we very bad....
but the truth is, he's the one bad...

result

my result really getting lower...OMG...
i get 2A, 2B, 3E and 3g
so bad result... must hardworking to do revision..but whn i sit to my studytable, the 1st book i will take is math... because it is the easiest sub...
so, i hv to do more revision that the sub i fail.. but i also hv to do revision for other subject, coz all also droped..
today i got class tambahan sej.. just me one girl to attent this class tambahan...coz i fail it.. teacher say i must to attent this class tambahan..
b4 this, something happen to the guys...thy say man's problem..
means emo time la... like he bu suang him, him bu suang he like tat lo..

very fan to see thm like this... more better don care thm...

i really look like old women...
i always forgot everything...
must write down all the things tat i hv to do
the nxt day only can sleep....
is really important now for the things i hv to do now...
the most important is, my studiest and the sentosa idol....
XD

my emotion..

i'm been very stress this feel days..donno is because about da Sentosa Idol things or my subjects, is droping...i hope i can control myself... when i did something tat very ma fan, or can say is everything happen always will make me feel very angry....i donno how to control myself...my friends told me tat i always get angry and sometimes i scolded thm, i don even noe tat...and it is to bad for me...i don wan always get like this...and i cant find someone to help me for this.. someone can, but i nv get any advise from her...someone can, but it wont help me..she talk about herself more thn helping me..i really stress....

would u help me to solve this things..
let my emotion don become like this...
let me wont be so stress to everythings...
let me will feel happy and will success whn wad i did...
is just u can help me.. no one can...

finish exam + jo lynn's birthday

v exam at da other class..means not at comp room la..
v exam at block A class 4a2(i think) and today is the last exam+ jo lynn's birthday..
v sang a lot of time birthday song to her..and the nxt class also sang birthday song..
but donno who is it.. haha

after exam v go celebrate, but not celebrate jo lynn's birthday,
is celebrate for our last exam had finished...(za dou)
v means yew, yin,seng,theng,ney,and me go little tree..
everyone listen,
is little tree, not big tree...haha..i study it from yin..
after tat v go cc...
walau..play until me sot sot come out...
like wan to fall down, like a lot of star on my head..haha..jkjk..(no so kua)
after tat my bro come fetch me, and theng and yin and yew to mcdonald...
tat time rain too...
after tat i just do the same thing like after school go grandma, house
wait my DAD finish play MAHJONG, thn only can go back to my HOME SWEET HOME....

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