~dream Girl, Micdolittle~

Start By Now

2011-05-20T21:35:00.002+08:00

I will start my revision by today, right now...
I'm sure that it will hard for me but I will keep moving on..
Now I started to feel fun in college, with all my friends which going to be more closer.. Its so happy when I be with them, I started to find the same feeling with my BFF.. When I be with them, the memories always appear in my head, the happy memories that I'll never forget it..

~winNie~

assignment, assignment, assignment...

2011-05-15T00:38:00.002+08:00

Is a very stress to study in college, my homework as we know that is our assignment that will count in our final exam. If didn't do or pass up, our final exam will complete fail... Life is so hard, everyone having a problem, my friend, me.. Everything is so hard... Early that time,Ii'm thinking that I can start on work, and don wan waste money in studies cause I'm not really like studies, and I'm not good in studies too.. why don't I save the money for my brother?? that really like to study and smart... I can start to work now, I don mind that is hard for me... My dream is to come out work... I like the feeling that makes me wan to be hardworking... This is what I want, I want work.. I want work something that I want and like to do...

~winNie~

Day 6, in college

2011-05-10T20:28:00.002+08:00

Today I just attend a class only. Class start at 2 and end at 3.30pm. I met a lot of friends in this college. Their English are so good makes me feel I have to work hard in my English language.

Day 3 in College

2011-05-05T20:02:00.002+08:00

Cause I'm just started my college, lots things to do, thats why I only update all my blog by today. I will remind myself to update my blog everyday...

Today: Meet more friends and so fun to chat with my new friends when there's no class at that period. But not as fun as with my Bff... Always remind me back how fun was I gather with ALL MY BFF...

~winNie~

Day 2 in College

2011-05-05T19:38:00.003+08:00

Class start early in the morning,

rushing to my 1st class because there is a traffic jam on the way to college..

Wednesday will be the busy day for me, there's a lot class I have to attend.. Is fine for me cause I meet more friends today...

~winNie~

Day 1 in College

2011-05-05T19:26:00.003+08:00

First Day in college..

Its good to me, but its also not good for me...

Its not good for me because I cant go to my college with my Best Friends... I have to face the new chapter of my life by myself.. But guess what Good for me is I meet a lot news friends in this college, and will be more in the other day...

I can say that college life is quite fun for me, everything we have to done it by ourselves, like find our timetable in the internet, print our notes before our new lecture start... All this makes us to grown up, do it by ourselves...

~winNie~

Wherever I Go, I'll Always Remember YOu..

2011-04-26T23:08:00.003+08:00

Moving On, Letting Go, Holding On To Tomorrow,
With So Many Dreams And So Many Plans,
I Always Knew With In All This Year,
There Will Be Laughter And There Will Be Tears,
I Never Knew This Days Would Come,
With So Much Joy But So Much Pain.
I'm So Thankful For The Moment And So Glad Got To Know You
I know That Wherever I Go, You Will Be with Me, And I'll Always Remember.

Is So Hard To Say Goodbye,
But All The Memories I Would Keep Like A Photograph,
Everything Is About To Change,
But We Have To Face Tomorrow And Say Goodbye To Yesterday.
Start New Chapter But Is Always In The Same Stories,
This Happy Ending Will Be Start Of Our Dreams.
Every Song We Sing Out Loud, We'll Never Fade Away,
I Know I'll Miss You But We'll Meet Again Something,
We'll Never Fade Away.

~dream Girl, Micdolittle~

In The Part Of BFF Make Me Stress Too.

2011-04-19T20:42:00.005+08:00

Keep think and hope best friend forever, but sometimes this making me so stress.. I will always do the best on it, always find sometimes to meet them and chat with them. What it's make me stress is wanna ask them for help. I will always help them if I could. I will always tell myself whether they need help or not, I will always be there for them. But when I need help from them, I cannot do it.
I can say that I'm the person hate to ask people help especially to those who close with me. Cause the people close to me, I know them well. It will be easy for me to look thought them, whether they really want to help me or not, they really have the look. It will be the look of ''NG SONG".
By not letting them to show the look again, I everything need to think before I answer their question. I need to arrange a lot of thing then only can be with them. Sometimes because of this, it make me feel angry all the time..

Boy, Without a driving license in a teenage world is so hard to do things..

The PAST

2011-04-15T10:54:00.002+08:00

Hey, just wanna to update my blog, but I don't know what to write, so I decide to write about my past.
In last 2 and a half month of my work, I've learn a lot of thing. How to be independent girl, and how to see though people face, and Facing to my supervisor..
I can say that where I work Is so hard, but I feel happy working with my new friends. There got a bit unfair but is ok for me if I work with my friends with those happiness and I will remember always.. ''you're my friend''.

What A Day, What A Life ~

2011-04-11T20:30:00.009+08:00

Feeling is the function or the power of perceiving by touch. Feeling is important for us, whether you like it or not, you must take care of it, not only yourself but the others too.

For my feelings is no one care about it, they hurting me like they don't care about my feelings.
hurting like they not even know they hurting me.. Start something without waiting me, and do something without waiting for my answer. Scold me like I'm the only one wrong and they think like I don't care. But hey, I do care..
what I can do is put into a box like what we do with the rubbish thing and put it a side.

And hey, the box will always there, we will always know what's inside the box.

B.O.R.E.D

2011-04-07T22:55:00.004+08:00

Working~ keep scare that not enough time to be with my BFF,
None working~ Feel too much time for me and true, my bff not even free on weekday.
When I've plan~ its giving me a feeling that I'm not giving much time together with my parent.
When I don't have any plan~ I feel sick facing the computer whole day that not even know want to do what with the computer.
Go out always~ my dad looks like ''beh song'' with me.
Didn't go out~ I boring like a zombie ><

Is so hard to live this kind of life, but I can't ignore it right?? A lot people out there live a harmful life more worst then us... Today, I really feel that I going to lost my sense, a sense on myself. Its like its really not good if facing in front of the computer for a whole day, and I start to feel I'm a useless person. I have nothing to do, whole day playing the computer... I'm really going to be crazy~

P.s: I Don't What I'm Talking About.

New School, New Friends!

2011-04-03T23:58:00.002+08:00

Is not a good idea that I'm going to start my college with new friends that I don't know who is it~~
and I'm not that brave to face with the new people with my poor little English ><

Can I don't go to a college without any friends I know??? Can I choose a college together with my friends??? ~ ~
No I can't ><. Mom already decide me to go to UCSI same college with my brother that he going to be graduate in A-levels and wanna go on study in other college with in other COURSE !!
Oh man~ what I suppose to do?? Straight tell my mom that I don't want study same college with my brother and take the same college with my friends or just.... forget it??

Ya~ I better choose FORGET IT before my brother start to say those annoying comments.....

`Truly, I Not Brave Enough To Tell Mom`

~Micdolittle~

SPM Result Is Coming.

2011-03-22T20:00:00.002+08:00

Although tomorrow we can meet each other, but I start to have a feeling of missing you all...
Tomorrow is the day the SPM result comes out, I feel excited but not on the result, is I cxan meet my BFF once again...
Although we not meet each other just a couple day, but everyday I will always miss them...
I hope everyday and every moment we all be together, and I hope the day in march will went faster, so that I can go out with my BFF...

~8 more days left~

You All Are My Future.

2011-03-20T23:50:00.002+08:00

You All Is My Future Wedding Side Bride And Side Groom... =) And When I die, You All Is At My Coffin Side Till I Been Seal Up.

-min yang-

On 19 of march,
our group having a gathering, we had a lot of fun in this gathering, every smile, every laugh, we are all together... even crying, we all will be crying together.
on this day, the day that I get the feeling of FAMILY. We Are Together, We Are Family.
We wont be separate till the day we die.
We laugh together, We sleep together, We eat together, We play together, We live together although is in different house, but our hearts is always together...

~dream Girl, Micdolittle~

Everything Have To Do It Yourself.

2011-03-17T19:32:00.002+08:00

And I know now that we can't hope for someone, cause someone won't that easy to lend you a hand. Everything we hope for, we have to do it yourself without anyones help..
From this world, everyone is like everyone. Always see the OWN world. Look to the word of OWN, then only they will help. If you are owning someone. PLEASE, Give back it to them, so that you won't OWN people again. Owning people is not a very good for you, you will feel hate of it when you own people so much, and don't make people to OWN you, cause everyone is like everyone, just remember people owning them nor owning others.

So am I. From now on, I wont do anything to you, and you don't hope me will help you anything, cause it just like how much you like to my status. Beside, you own me more than I own you.
So stop call me to help you do things, it makes me feel you own me something and I don't want it.

I Don't Want You To Own Me.

~dream Girl, Micdolittle~

/19th Days To Go\

2011-03-12T18:20:00.003+08:00

12 of march!
March of 12!
The end of the month is coming,
Is time for me to run away,
Run away from the busy place.
Yippy...

APRIL TIMETABLE:
Going to take my car license,
Dye my hair,
Register my college at UCSI,
Go out with my BFF,
Buy clothes, bags, and accessory.
Go to church to visit my friend
and start to find my MAGIC MAN ^^

Sarah Connor - Christmas In My Heart

2011-03-09T00:03:00.000+08:00

Christmas Always In My Heart !

SAD IN WORRY, WORRY TO HOPE, HOPE TO PRAY.

2011-03-06T23:51:00.004+08:00

Sad To That Feels Like Losing You All,
Worry That Our Relationship Will End Like This,
Hope Everyday You All Will Update Your Blog So That I Will Know Whats Your Feeling Now,
Pray Us To Be Together Forever.

Is All My Fall.

2011-03-04T23:38:00.002+08:00

I'm so regret that I work this job.
So so regret it, and now, friends plan something I'm the one cant go, and then, they will cancel all..
Is better that I ffk them, like that they wont cancel whole thing, and they maybe just angry me for awhile only...

I Think.

~dream Girl Midcolittle~

Friends In Event.

2011-03-04T00:12:00.003+08:00

Feels like I'm the one going to be far with my friends. Once in any event, I'm the 1st one say cant, or must have the most comment [ the bad comment ].
Like the latest event, to Sunway Lagoon, I'm the only one cant go, and make till this event cancel.
Like I'm the one make till this cancel=.=

Today, I already try my best to ask the supervisor to give me off, but everything I said also cant.. Always said: everything you all wish, when I cant give de??
After I heard this, I talk in my heart, never lol.... =.=
Didn't happen to me at all...
Ask whether I can change my off day on friday to thursday because no one fetch me on thursday also cant..
always said the management won't take this kind of reason wor... If you don't say, how can the management know it?? all also you say de, truth or not truth also don't know and all the timetable also you plan de... but now I only know, the truth is every thursday she must do morning sheet because need to ''pui'' her husband><
FUCK!!!
And that one the management accept la.. no transport cannot be a reason, but need ''pui'' husband can be a reason la... what a non-sense... If other work with her, sure she kena pecat very earlier... she will report to the management what a worker is this?? no use brain to think.

And I'm clever now, when I'm off, she called need my help, I said I'm not free...
what she want me to do, I will give face on her. Don't always think I'm the easiest to bully. I'm a people so is you... Know to respect yourself also need to know how respect people... Fucker...
Still call me come back and take the job after my studies..

Oh My God, No Way I'm Gonna To Work With Her...

UNHAPPY WORK.

2011-03-01T22:35:00.003+08:00

What I get from this work is nothing.
People seem think me is a very nice person, but inside of every people is a girl that very easy to give people to bully.
Who am I? What kinf of person am I???
I'm a person that not very easy to ''kui zut'' people ( means not very easy to say no to people)
What people call me to do, I will do. Like what I did in this job, what they call me to do, I DO.
But now I start to feel that I'm too soft.. I just cant do anything in this job, take a MC, or change timetable, all also can't...
Every costumer I go and Suff, They work just easy, just do the same thing, [look at me, and say: eh, got costumer]
I'm so angry once they say like this, what I'm gonna to do, can't report because the supervisor also is the same...
Everything that I ask to, also is the ''can't'' word. Everytime I heard this word, I feel wanna to cry out.. Like I'm not able lawan them because they are too strong.
What could I do?? Just save it and forget about it...
Starting to feel regret to take this job, no time to rest, no time to meet my friends.
Feel that my friends is going to break up is because of me...

So Hope This month Went Faster~

~dream Girl Micdolittle~

A Fucking Ashole.

2011-03-01T22:21:00.003+08:00

What an ashole,
If she work at somewhere else,
she already giving so much people to report,
what a meaning of "jeong jau"?
"jeong jau'' is used in giving a hand without any other way of help in all kind of people.
And now what you mean that this word ''jeong jau'' is just use for a supervisor,
for part time, there is no any ''jeong jau''.
Fuck off..
Don't think yourself very important to the management.. You are not.. What you do is act in front of them that make people think that you are the important once.. But the truly, you are just the same like others, LAZY.
What I wanna to tell you that, I'm not that easy to give people to bully. Like I always said, once I get angry, you wont like it... Thats who I am.

Course Of LAW.

2011-02-20T21:01:00.002+08:00

Another choice for me to choose...
Also another great idea for my future...

Scare Of Losing You All~

2011-02-19T23:46:00.002+08:00

Talk about my course again this morning,
once my mom said, work as a hotel management wont easy to get any holiday, especially CNY,
start to worry about my friends.. Will we continue seeing each other when we start to work??
starting to confuse myself by choosing a course,
Earlier, I already had my decision on what course am I taking...
But now I start to feel I will regret on it...
OhH~ Please.. Could anyone help me???
Could anyone help me to choose a course that I will not regret it??? anyone???

By the way, today have a great day with my work's friend...
happy, and a bit of beh song...
Well, this is my job and I have to do it just for another weeks...
makeup skill is getting better, and thanks for my mom bought a new eyeliner for me and my model..[Pei Gi] If not her, my skill wont getting better..
The eyeliner is really great when you use it..
Is SO SMOOTH... like hell... and know I really wan to learn how to draw those "EYE SHADOW" like what those Artist have....

That's all Today's life...
suf-ing costumer, day dreaming and make up..
and still. . . haven found my magic man~

~dream Girl Micdolittle~

Friend In Couple.

2011-02-17T21:28:00.005+08:00

Finish reading my friend's blog,
feels jealous them how sweet they are, being together 1 year, going to be half watching them be together is really a happy thing, but not really know how's their life now because all have been busy to work, finding money, and suf-ing costumer...
For me..
ahha~ I don't really know what am I doing. What I know the costumer is getting little chinese new year is going to end soon,another 2 hours and 21 minutes..

Another new year had gone,
is going to start a new life of my own.. I'm going to become a Big girl.. everything I have to do it by myself, not my mom going to help me or do it to me..
Hmm~ going to miss my life when I was a little girl, finish school mom will fetch me home, buy mcdonald for me, watch my fav cartoon show.

THIS will never happen for me in my life... is just my imagination.
In my real life, mom was busy working, working and... working.
and where I'm going and what will I do after school??
go to my dad factory a.k.a my grandma's house, helping them to look after the shop while they are not free to do so...
or staying upstairs fighting with my Brother ><
how naughty are we when we are young..
and now, when I think it back, I feel all this is the funniest thing I've ever did...

And know what are we all girls waiting for is, OUR MAGIC MAN.
waiting our true love that can bring us all special things, and make our life to be the most special...
I really wish so..
and I wish you two will be happy and the most sweeties couple...
~TO min yang and vine yin~

DREAM GIRL~

Friend In Couple.

2011-02-17T21:28:00.001+08:00

Valentine's Day

2011-02-14T22:55:00.004+08:00

Work in a full day,
sitting outside of the shop with my friend, looking at those people who is couple and uncouple..
some couples who are in the same shirt, same colour, and unsame shirt,
some are married, some already had children,
some is young, some is old.
some uncouples that looking not very good mood because Today is a valentine's day.
Sitting outside with my friend, talking nonsense things, jealous about those girls who have boyfriends, and waiting for lenq chai to walk though our shop.
Lot of people that come in to our shop, that buying a pantyhose, A sexy pantyhose for his girlfriends or his wife, OR buy and wear it for his husband or boyfriends to see...
Every costumer ask us, why are we working here??
and I ask back, whats wrong with it?
and they said, we should be celebrating with our boyfriends, today is valentine's day.
and I answer them how can we celebrate valentine's day without A Boyfriend. . .
and they seem don't believe us.. they just smile and go.

Valentine's day is a prefect day for those who is in couple to celebrate their anniversary and celebrate that they put so hard in this relationship...
For those who is not in any relationship, celebrate with our friends, buy a chocolate and wish us will found our true love and happy ever after.

YUP! I just Did Is Today.

~micdolittle~

ps. happy valentine's day

Rubbish Every Where, Ang Pau Little

2011-02-03T23:51:00.003+08:00

OMG.
I'm so tired to clean the house after my uncle and aunty came to my house Bai Lin..
all the rubbish on the floor..

This year got a bit diff is, my uncle from mom's family came together at this day..
last year or in my life its never happen,
this year all sekali gau dim...
after from my father's family, here comes my mom's family..
and we had dinner together, is feel like not very comfortable, but I'm very happy to see them..

Planing to watch movie after that but the ticket is fully book...
So, just can buy for tomorrow watch...

DAMN... cho 3 have to start work.. at this time my timetable will more worst then now=.=

~micdolittle~

Welcome Back

2011-01-31T23:21:00.004+08:00

Just started to update my blog,
so busy this few weeks,
Chinese New Year is coming soon.
I'm happy that this day is coming cause I can start to wear my new clothes,

How's about my work??
FUN ^^
but starting next month, I will be more busy.
cause today is one of the worker last day..
so next month will be busy without her..
hope the next part time girl faster come so that I will have more off day and more time to rest...

what a nice weather today,
is raining,
raining is not a healthy weather for us, and good for us cause no sun, our clothes wont dry....
but I like it ^^
weather cold, make me wont sweat...
hope this weather wont stop,
but it wont be in Malaysia...

I'm Back

2011-01-17T00:44:00.002+08:00

Finally, I'm back to my blog...
Today is my 1st day off...
Oh.. ya.. forget to tell that I've found a job,
My job is a salesgirl, selling sock.
Meet new friends too,
feels a bit uncomfortable,
don't what's the feeling is..
Don't know is it the age problem,
or is the time for me to be serious... hahahaha...

I'm so miss my gang..
my classmate...
my friends from Seni Drama..
and my school too XD..

what I want to say =,=???
Hmm.. That's all I think..

~Micdolittle~

Buy Chinese New Year Clothes + Find Job

2010-12-31T19:11:00.003+08:00

Today went to Leisure Mall to find job for my holiday,
I had asked about 5 to 8 shop whether they hiring someone,
one of those shop that I had asked is FBlock,
I get interview, and I think she will hire me,
my mom think that too..
Hope I will get my job..

After all the asking,
went for buy some clothes for my new year,
bought 3 dress just left shoes not yet...
those are great..
nice..
I cant wait to wear it..

[picture will be upload soon if I free]

~Micdolittle~

Trip To Genting.

2010-12-30T20:03:00.030+08:00

I'm So Excited That The Time Has Come..
Today is the day that we going to genting...
Darren(the leader of this Trip), Min Yang, Vine Yin, Kay, Daryl, Melissa, Jo Lynn, Jenny, and me..

Monday, December 27 2010
Day 1, Theme Park,
All will meet at Kuchai Lama Shell McDonald,
and take our breakfast while waiting for the Taxi to fetch us to Genting,
We divided to 3 cars,
I will be with Melissa and Daryl,

Darren will be with Yang And Vine Yin,
and Jenny will be with Kay and Jo Lynn...
The taxi reach to McDonald at 8,
we have half and hour to take our breakfast,
I force myself to eat,
because I don't want to vomit while on the way to Genting,
I cant eat breakfast in the time so early, but I will try my best to finish it..
The taxi reached and we get into the car,
is time to take off...
While in the car, me and Melissa was chatting about her sister,
until we reach to Genting,
Daryl said that he was scare the uncle who's driving the taxi..
the uncle drive so fast.
We are the 1st one reach to First World Hotel,
and call our parents to tell them that we safe and reach to genting while waiting for them..
After all reached, Darren bring us to put our luggage, and straight to theme park,
We bought our theme park ticket Rm44,
we start to play the ship, we hopping to choose the last place, and yes!! on our turn, me, Darren, Jolynn, and Jenny sit the last place, yang and vine yin sit the 2nd last and Kay, Melissa, Daryl choose the 3rd last..
before the ship start, Darren was scream like, we act that we don't know him,

after a while, the ship start to move,
when the ship move down from the top,
I feel my heart almost came out..
Is really scare, but FUN!!!!
After that,
we play...
forgot...
but I know that we play a lot of things,

12.30pm, Darren's mom brought us to the hotel,
No 19804
Is big and nice,
but the bed is small, but never mind, we still can fit in..
Later, we go to have our lunch, we cin cai take whatevery food we can buy in a low price,
and at night, we going to have nice dinner...

After dinner,
we went back to theme park,
we play those game with token,
Arh!! feel regret because I use a lot of money in all this game...
I win a Sheep, using RM20
not so nice, but its cute.. hahaha...

After that we went back to our Room..
have a rest, our bath, then go for our dinner...
It seem like we have a fight, for our dinner,
but we still happy...
here are those picture that I take from my phone..

Darren Is On The Stage..

Kay And Jenny

Jenny and Me

Jolynn and Me

Min Yang And Vine Yin

Day 2, Tuesday, December 28 2010,
2am.
Going out to have a walk...
sleep half and hour wake up and go for walk..
I was like Dream walking...
Go back to sleep, at 9.30am wake up.
go for bath, and pack our things,
cause we moving to Resort hotel,
after our pack, Darren's cousin came and bring us to Resort Hotel. No 14123.
On the way to Resort Hotel, Jolynn said that we have been this place at midnight,
I didn't remember anything that we go for walk at the midnight
and anything that I have did at that time..
I just remember that I go for walk with them [Jolynn, Darren, Jenny and Kay]
The hotel room was so small, but it also can fit us in,
The things is, the cupboard that put our luggage, there got a door thought the bathroom,
Walao.. but thanks to Kay that got a brilian Idea to lock the door, so that we cant see people on the time we bath...
and after we put our luggage, then we go for our breakfast,
we go to a place that the food very cheap,
the place is look like Chinese Restaurant,
got those fried Mee, Bak Kut Teh,.....
We order 6 people de bak kut teh,
2 wat dan ho, and 1 ku lu yuk rice..
and we are full...
After our breakfast,
we go for Da Gei,
and our shopping,
I was tired that time, and no mood to walk anymore,
after I bought present for my parent,
and all kind of things,
we went back our room,
we planing that we recharge our energy for 2 hours like that, then at night we got energy to walk at night..
me, jo lynn, melissa slept,
and I don't know what they do on that time,
we also plan that go out for our dinner at 9 pm,
cause yesterday was so much people,
so we have our late dinner,
on the time , before our lunch,
we play cards,
I win a lot, when Jo Lynn change coins with me, and get into this game,
it was bad luck,
keep lose,
but still win for Rm 1...
when the time reach to 9pm,
we ready to go for our dinner..
Darren's mom called that got a place very cheap
1 set dinner is almost Rm11 something, + drinks.
But the time we reach thr, it was close...
we change our plan to a shop that has many kind of food...
is cheap too, but the food not nice..
but I'm full too...
We all very full,
So we plan to use the long way back to our room,
before going back to our room,
we go into the Da kei Cheong for have a look,
after that we walk back to our room,
we go for 7 eleven that inside the resort hotel to buy some mineral water..
TIPS: DO NOT BUY ANY MINERAL AT GENTING, IS SO EXPENSIVE........
we go back to our room,
play cards again,
and this time..
hahahahaha....
I WIN
about RM 3...
and then
we play card without playing money.
the time was about 12 something,
all sleep accept me, Jolynn, Darren and Jenny.
we are planing to go out have a walk too, but since Kay was sick, So we cancel,
me, Jolynn, Darren and Jenny chit chat the whole night until 3.30am.
we was chatting about relationship,
on the time we chatting, we heard a lot of different sound of snoring
daryl, and kay,
and aomething very funny that make us laugh till cant stop..
and after our talk, suddenly I fall asleep,
and I don't know how I fall asleep,

Day3, Wednesday, december 29, 2010
the last day we at genting,
and the day went freaking fast..
I was miss the 1st day we at genting,
and after today, I don't know when we can all meet together...
we check out at 1pm, and take the same taxi..
while I'm in the taxi,
I feel I wanna to vomit,
the taxi driver drive so fast,
reach to the same place too, Kuchai Lama shell Mcdonald,
and we go to BRJ mamat store to have our lunch,
I was so hungry and feel not so good.. then I order A Ice Kacang, Maggie Goreng Ayam,
and a cup of Teh O Ice Lemau..
thanks Min Yang, Cause he said he belanja me ^^
after our lunch, we went to Sri Desa playground to have a rest,
we stay there for a while and we go back..
___________________________________________________________________

Vine Yin said right, after this genting trip, we really don't know that when we can meet together with this whole gang..
And you are right Darren, I really scare that this gang will break off..
Don't see that we always scolding each other,
that make us love each other...
You all always listen that we talk them bad thing at their back,
but we still friends...
After this genting trip,
I hope that we will contact each other,
have our trip again,
have some activities like what we have before our graturation.
I can say the after we have our own college, we will meet our new friends,
But I hope that we will not forget each of us in this gang..

~Micdolittle~

Last Exam + SPM Finished..

2010-12-21T00:19:00.001+08:00

Yahoo!!
SPM Is finished..
I'm so happy, and I know The 1st One scream is Jo Lynn,
After the pengawas said masa dah tamat, sila ikat kertas, and when the pengawas start to collect paper, Jo Lynn is the 1st people scream at the class...
haha.. she's so funny (always)
After this exam,
I have a lot of things to go,
I'm the way more busy before the exam..
the whole dec is fully busy, going out to have my holiday.. ^^

thursday, december 16, 2010 cloudy day

2010-12-16T16:52:00.000+08:00

Another Cloudy Day,
Regret,
that not going to swim at ney house..
Yesterday, she was asking me wanna to go her house swim,
but really regret,
because I answer her, don't want...
-.-

wednesday, december 15, 2010 sunny day

2010-12-15T19:53:00.000+08:00

Oh My Gosh..
Is so hot today..
hate it,
make my face till red..
some more today have to go to my grandma house..
There is so hot,
they making biscuit,
and start to make Chinese cookies...
Ishh...
and when I went back home,
I smell myself,
Its smell like biscuit...
=/

today is my last day of tuition,
I will be very miss that time..
but I will be very happy cause no need to tuition anymore.

Christmas is coming soon,
Love Christmas...
Going to FGA CYC for celebrate Christmas eve and Christmas Day ^^
I'm so exited..

Tuesday, 14 december 2010.. Cloudy day

2010-12-14T11:57:00.000+08:00

=3
cloudy day,
love the weather so much,
its not hot,
its not cold,
like there are fluffy, white, and floats up high,
Like piles of ice cream in the sky?
And when the wind blows hard and strong,
till the tree bent low and so their branches did too.
The wind blew the great big ships at sea,
and blew the kite away from me.
walking to the sea side,
laying on the full of sand..
listen to the sound of wind
and so with the sound of water wave..
with the feeling of relaxing,
all the stressness and the sadness fly like a kite that far away from us.

~micdolittle~

Monday, december 13, 2010. Sunny Day!

2010-12-13T16:52:00.000+08:00

what a sunny day,
A hot day will make people to become mad easily
next week is my last week of exam..
everyone asking me whether I'm finished my SPM exam,
and I always repeat the same answer, that is
NO!!!! -.-
didn't say long,
is a nice and easy way for me to answer them,
because if I tell them why, it will until tomorrow also not yet finish,
plus, they also don't know what I'm talking about, just tell them the date when I'm finish my exam that all..^^

I'm so sleepy and I'm so wanna to stop playing comp,
But..
I cant =S
Is like a drug for me,
I cant control myself for stop playing,
planing to start my revision, because I hope this can get my A back.

Last Saturday bro brought me and mom for movie,
we watched Narnia,
Wow, damn nice, what a interesting story,
I feel like wanna to watch it again,
I hope this movie haven show finish on cinema,
so that I can go with my gang after the exam^^

~micdolittle~

Worry~

2010-12-13T16:37:00.000+08:00

I'm worry about my dad, where now he is in Pantai Cheras Hospital,
my dad got a lung infection,
yesterday, mom brought me, bro and grandma to visit him...
he was so suffer..
he said very hard to breathe,
and once he breathe, he feel so pain on the up right of his stomach..
I'm so worry, so is my grandma,
she was cry...
but she just don wan to let anyone know it..
is because of this I cant go out with my friends,
so sorry~

Another worry is my exam..
yesterday was worry about my studies,
but today me and my bro went for a visit,
my dad say he was OK,
and doctor said if nothing serious happen, this Wednesday dad can come out from hospital..

and so worry about my house..
a lot of this happen in this family,
starting is my grandma(mother side), she was pass away after we moved in this house,
2nd is my grandpa(father side), also pass away after one year we moved in this house,
3rd is my mom,
4th is me, went to hospital because my eye,
5th is my dad...

I really hope my brother didn't get any form this..
hope he is save and stay healthy...

~micdolittle~

10 Dec 2010 Swimming!

2010-12-10T19:35:00.000+08:00

Dec Of 10, 2010 summer..
having a nice day with my friends..
Went for swimming with them at ney's house..
very Syok,
Start At 11.30am and end at 3.30pm
walao..
my face now red till like a tomato,
and i'm not feeling well now,
feels very hot on my face..
luckily my mom din ask anything...
if got, what should i suppose to say??

On the time we swimming,
got a group of boys + a uncle,
that uncle was starring at us..
and the boys too,
keep saying us,
after yew, yang and vine yin came back from McDonald,
the uncle also keep starring at us =.=
and They said that the uncle want to eat mcdonald too.
and i answer 'lai, come I give you mime de' =9
so funny..

And we went back to ney's house,
sitting there do nothing...

Account!!

2010-12-09T20:57:00.000+08:00

OMGosh~
I never knew that account will comes out this kind of question..
My A for this paper gone..
All the revision i did din come out from the exam...
I feel wan to cry when I read though the question,
Its never happen to my account,
For every year of my exam,
I didn't said one word that I don't know how to do,
I will just say no enough time for me..

The past is the past...
I cant do anything of it..
just wish i will not get under credit
really hope~

Now have to concentrate to my Ekonomi..
Tomorrow going to swim at my friend's house[ney's house],
and need to do take something for my mom and brother..
I'm sorry bro,
I have date with my friends 1st,
so you have to do that by yourself,
I promise that I will do whatever you wan me to do..

~micdolittle~

Group study

2010-12-08T21:42:00.000+08:00

Wow~ we are so concentrate today,
no playing,
just arguing..
but is OK..
we are arguing with the account stuff..
is good for us,
because when exam time we will remember it..
we studying at McDonald,
after that,
we change place, because we realized that a lot of people starring at us because of us keep arguing...
and there place is so noise,
so we change to yen ney place,
listening to song while studying account..

I need to thank yen ney cause she teach us a lot of things...
and now,
I no need too rush to study at night,
and still got time to update my blog..

~micdolittle~

Angry~

2010-12-06T17:00:00.000+08:00

why must me do all the thing..
why u can't?
u have hands,
u have leg,
u have brain, and u have eye that can see now I'm not free to help you right???
STUPID$%#^$^%$%$#$%&$#@#&&^$*%##&##&%$&##^

Cry!!

2010-12-06T11:51:00.000+08:00

I feels anger All The Time!
I wanna to cry all the time,
Is so pain..
I cannot handle it anymore..
I'm so tired...

Rapunzel..

2010-12-04T19:21:00.000+08:00

Is Awesome...
so amazing..
I wanna to watch it again...
now I only Know The true story of Rapunzel.

her hair is so long is because that she cant cut her hair..
her hair got power..
it can hill people from hurt and from old to young...
You all must go watch..

the place Rapunzel live..

Rapunzel.

rapunzel's mom a.k.a evil

Rapunzel's pet Pascal.

and Flynn

THe MemoRy

2010-12-03T22:33:00.000+08:00

I not planing to update my blog again,
since I'm so free,
so I decide to update again...

I wake up from my nap at 6 o'clock,
feel like I'm day dreaming,
feels like want to keep sleeping,
but I scare tonight I cant sleep..

1st, my dad said an uncle will come to my house to repair things,
but now still haven come yet -.-

2nd, just upload my favourite actress "Linda Chung's photo'' to my facebook...
suddenly wan to upload her photo,
just finish watching her show,
I feel she's very cute...

3rd, after upload the photoS,
go to people's profile and have a look,
I go to Melissa's profile...
I read one of her post comment,
I laughing till I cant stop,
I keep laughing because of what she say, and the memory was appear to
my Brain..
I think back what we did at school, and the thing that she did was so
stupid [means the cutiest] thing that she did...
and laugh to what we, our gang din for this two years,
and the day we going to separate,
Wont Be separate, but will not as close as now
Don't Know What Will Happen After The SPM..

For Me This Is The Best Memory In My Life And I Will Never Forget This Memory..

~micdolittle~

ALONe!

2010-12-03T12:18:00.000+08:00

What A Lonely Day!!
Staying At Home By Myself..
Nothing To Do,
Planing To Go SingK With Yin San,
But Because Of Something The Plan Cancel.
Because My Dad Said Will Have Someone Come To My House To Repair Something,
But The People Din Come...
%^$##$^*(*^^%&*%^$%^&

Staying At Home, Nothing To Do,
Nothing To Eat,

I Am Now Look Like A Zombie @.@

~Micdolittle~

2nd week of exam

2010-12-02T15:55:00.000+08:00

Walao~
So Fast Till My 2nd Week Of My Exam...
Finish All, But It Still 2 To Go...

Monday~ Mathematics
Wow... is really hard for me..
hope I can get A...

Tuesday~ Moral
OMG~ My Pen No Ink.... Just Brought one pen go in..
Scare to ask Teacher for permission go out to take another pen, I'm scare~
the teacher look very garang~ :s
write till the esei part finally the ink stopped...
I really terpaksa use pencil to do....
Hope teacher will give me chance and accept it...
Its teach me next time, BRING A LOT OF PEN GO IN!!!!

Wednesday~ Additional Mathematics
haha... Is that teacher again...
All of the teacher who Jaga us,
just this teacher very good only..
I fell la~ She so pretty.. haha...
~.~ ok, back to the add maths,
Is not that bad.. I din really do revision on this,
yesterday I was helping my dad to download ringingtone song in to Iphone 4..
Yessh` so ma fan... don't know how to use still wan to buy...
But this time, my add math I do more question than I have in normal exam..

Thursday(Today)~ Science
OMG, yesterday I was very sleepy, din do so much of revision on this...
I was like Shit lo...
But since today I take the paper one..
I feel is so easy...
but, i make mistake..
no..no..no.. is 'tor sau'
go rub the correct answer and tick the wrong answer..
YESSH~~~
OMG... when I ask my friends.. what I tick is correct d..
I rub it because my answer got a lot 'B's answer, I scare then I change it-.-
NEXT TIME DON RUB IT!!!!!
But on the paper 2... is hard for me.. OMG.. I hope I can get Credit on this ba...

And Now I Can Have A Rest!
P.s This Saturday going to movie with my parent ^^

~Micdolittle~

1st week of SPM

2010-11-26T13:04:00.000+08:00

1st week of the SPM,
feel scare is because once I get the paper, I don't what should I write...
Feel relax is because the most hard paper is over, that is sejarah..the history paper.....
I told myself,
to do your best,

while I'm doing my paper,
I'm doing what its like the normal exam,
do what I had to do...
and do what I know to do...

secondly,
thanks all my friends.. u all giving me support and advise to not so stress on this...
so that I keep myself to not so stress on the exam...
thanks guys..

By The Way,
I have to thanks "HIM",
For giving me support on my exam..
I can say I did well on this week exam [~except for the sejarah~]
but I know HE will keep on bless me for getting a good result..
and for all of u blessing me...

thanks
p.s thanks mom for supporting me, and everyday make breakfast for me,
and u too bro a.k.a stupid mickey mouse...
thanks for supporting and caring~

thanks guys
~love always~
micdolittle

Graduation!!

2010-11-18T16:30:00.000+08:00

16 November 2010

5 years life of high school...
so fast till my graduation day..

On Wednesday 16 of November..

I,
Winnie Chow Weng Yee,
Here By Now,
Is Graduated From High School...

5 years i was stick with different kind of group,
5 years i was be a student of SMK Sri Sentosa.
I can say that I really miss my high school life.

High School Is Where We Get Our
Love, Family, Relationship Of Friends,

A Great Moment With Our Nearest Friend, And A Great Memorise..

And Gossip,
^^

A Strangers, Become A Friends,
A Friends, Become A Good Friends,
A Good Friends, Become A Fighting Friends,
A Fighting Friends, Become A Best Friends,
A Best Friends ...HERE COMES A GROUP OF GANG AND FAMILY...

Our Relationship Will Be,
Hard Like A Rock,
Warm Like A Sun..
And Going Up Like A Stair...

Every year, I went though a lot of things..
this things give me a lot of memories that still keep in my brain..
happiness, sadness, arguing, hurt, exciting, and emo feeling....
I still remember,
The 1st day in this high school, a new friend the i met is Pui San[Reina][a memory recall back how with met]
and with my primary school friends too...
then is another Pui San[Stephanie]
and then may ling,
and we stick together with a group,
1st is siew man and pui san[Reina]..
2nd group is pui san[stephanie], may ling, jing yan, suit yi..
in form 2 still the same group, coz is in the same class with them..
in form 3 with other group,
fey, alice, pui san[reina]

In form 4,
with other group, this group is very a big group...
[yew, yang,yin,seng,theng,san,ney]

form 4 i was in 4a7
4a7 is the best class last year..
and now is 5a7,
and this is the biggest family...

WE ARE SATU MALAYSIA ..

WE ARE TOGETHER!!!!
it still got a little bit of arguing..
BUT WE STILL TOGETHER!!!

I Will Say That I Miss This High School Life,
Will Don't Know What's will Happen In Our Life,
Whatever Its Does,
And Whatever Its Happen,
We Will Stick Together....
We Will Be Together...

Thanks My Friend,
Thanks For All The Memorise,
That You Giving To Me,

The Joy Of True Friendship,
Is The Joy That Last Forever,
Thank You For Adding Such Joy To My Life..

Thank You For Being My Friend,
Have An Amazing Day Full of Success,

And Happiness,

And For All My Teachers
Thanks For All Your Patience And Caring,

Kind Word And Sharing,
And Put Hope On Us..
For Guiding Us,

And Inspiring Us...

Thank You Very Much...

~Micdolittle~

One Week To GO

2010-11-11T23:51:00.001+08:00

SPM Coming Soon...
Not yet ready,
feel bored while reading books..
especially sejarah

Now starting to get my birthday present
very happy..
thanks guys...

My dad bought an Iphone
so good...
but always wan me to call my friends to teach me download song for him..
make me feels angry...

Today,11 November 2010,
my bro come back at 11.45pm
when he reach at the door..
He scolded me..
He call me open the door for him, because he has no hand to open it..
I very mad of it,
will you do that to me the same???
NO.. he din't..
Hate him.. hate him.......
Din bought breakfast for me,
Din ask me hungry or not...
HELLO.... i'm having spm now..
Are you suppose to take care me,
teach me,
not call me to take care YOU back..
How when you ARE having spm?? do I call you to cook for me??
NO~

What A Family,
Mouth Said Support Me,
Say At Home Take Care Me,
You Just Try To Escape,
NOT BECAUSE OF ME

There Goes My Birthday

2010-11-07T20:22:00.001+08:00

The same celebration of my birthday,
The Most Bored Birthday,
NO...
Every year!!!

No celebration in my life[except when i'm 3 years old-.- don even remember it]
No Party, No Presents.. NOTHING AT ALL..
Bored, Sad

My Dream is wan to have a special birthday,
but i don have,
i think it wont happen to me.
The day before my birthday, My friends[my gang] said wan to celebrate with me,
but i cancel it,
I know they have no money now,
and I don't want to force them,
because they need to save for their genting trip.
Haha...
I need some special,
A memory that I wont forget..
But It wont happen at all..
Every year,
I always want to have a special birthday,
maybe with someone,
maybe at other place...

And Now I Just Wait And Wish For My Next Year!!
[p.s I Still Have My Wish For This Birthday, Is To Have A Good Result In My SPM, At Least Got 6As]

Micdolittle~

my birthday

2010-11-04T00:38:00.000+08:00

Don feel like to celebrate like this,
I wan to be special this year...
A special celebration of my birthday.
Receive each of my friends de present,
a surprise,
just be special this year...

today[3/11/2010],
receive a present from my best friend, melissa
although the present is not big,
but is a bit different from others present that i receive in my life,
a lens container,
is look like a music box.
thanks melissa,
she say i may need this when i'm going out, especially to genting.
and inside got sweet, my fav, lemon tea sweet, and a slide of cake...

thank you very much melissa,
and you too daryl,
thanks for the birthday card^^

[p.s picture will be update today[4/11/2010] in the afternoon..

The Proposal

2010-10-31T23:15:00.000+08:00

the proposal,
watch it today on tv, HBO!

the proposal.
is a traditional romantic comedy..
and have a perfect ending,
love it^^

SPM @ 26days + 8 days

2010-10-30T23:45:00.000+08:00

29 octorber 2010,
study till midnight,
fell sleeply,
fall Asleep. . . .

31 october 2010, saturday

1 o'clock, wake up, look for my clock.

When to toilet,
brush my tooth,
get to my bed, and sleep.

31 october 2010, saturday
8o'clock something. . .
my bro woke up,
he go to bath,
and suddenly "BANG"
I woke up, I was like, "WHAT THE ...."
"WHATS WRONG???"
then i only knew that my bro was open his door,
I was very angry because when i'm not going to school,
and he always open the door loud till, like his banging the door,
I was very angry and said, take away the door so that you no need to waste your time to open THE DOOR!!!!!!!.....

after that he said sorry, and i fall Asleep again-.-{din heard a sound at all when his going out from his room}

force myself to study [SPM @ 23 days + 9 days]

2010-10-29T23:28:00.000+08:00

time went till very fast,
went till i forgot what is the date today..
Ah~ is 29 of October
and my stress is becoming more and more and more...

this two days i din go for school cause I was very tired,
rest at home and force myself to study,
but i din.
i have,
but i feel i din have any revision in this two days...
keep play comp, and watch tv....
i scare that i cant get what i wan for my result..

family din force me to study,
din have any support from them,
but,
I Still Believe That I Can Do Without All This Support..

Force Myself To Study,
~Keep On Moving~

SPM @ 27days + 13days

2010-10-25T23:02:00.000+08:00

SPM coming soon,
My birthday coming soon.
Hope will have a different celebration..

Today quite less people come for school..
bored like hell.
But still have a very interesting conversation with,
faye, polly, pui teng, yin yee, yew, yang and theng..

Pain Like Hell...

2010-10-13T22:30:00.000+08:00

Pain..
I feel that all the time...
and is happen to me all the time...
and I cry,
and I cry all the time..
maybe I'm the one always bring trouble..

Is just suddenly happen...
After something happen...
nature said.. something that makes me feel pain..
The pain is like when you eat a 1/4 of the lemon..
and the taste of sour..
nature said..
you must know who give birth to you..
who take care of you when you small...
its say like me not treating the nature so good..
i mean like...
nature make me so pain...

I'm pain because the nature is sad..
I'm pain because the nature is angry...
I'm pain is because I feel like I'm the one who make the nature till angry and sad..

Its complicated...
if need to tell all,
maybe this post cant support it..

I really want To change my family..
Into a caring family..
I'm don't like this family..
If you know what happen to me and my family,
you will know what family do i have...
I wan someone to care more for me..
Is more good you treat me like my friend's parents like how they treat their children..
is just a suck life..
is really suck..

I don't wan it happen,
and I don't know why am I crying for this...
I just wan to do something let people to think me good..
so..
I'm doing the TWO-FACE job..
But,
now, i only know that this job is not suitable for me..
I really cant do this anymore infront for everyone...

P.s finished my trial exam, and waiting for my SPM..
and thanks jo lynn..
thanks for the word NATURE...

Account!!

2010-10-10T20:36:00.000+08:00

Account make me crazy!!

oh my god..
account really hard enough for me..
I have to memories the formula.
I feel stress when about to have exam for account.
I scare is not enough time for me to do when exam,
and I have to get A for this subject.
I start my revision at 3 o'clock..
almost la..
and I test myself that I can use how long to do one set revision
[no plus paper one]
start at 3.30pm

Oh shit..
I use 2 hours to do 2 question
means in exam
I'm really not enough time to do 5 question..
Oh God..
I must practice myself to do faster and faster..

All this book on my study table is almost about 1 month,
and the position is still the same..
messy and messy -.-
I cant even force myself to clean it up.
because after i clean it up,
is still the same..
its will still messy..
I really Don't Know how to clean my room..
Therefore,
I will die after my SPM...

Another Boring Day.

2010-10-09T17:51:00.000+08:00

Yesterday I play comp until very late,
I help Yen Ney find song,
and after that,
I told myself to play facebook after finding all the song.
and its make me so love to find song,
keep find, and ask someone that wanna me for help them find song..
haha..
I'm so 'mai' in finding song..
and after I found all the song for yen ney,
I on my facebook..
i play games, and i feel so sleepy,
and i told myself,
i cant handle it,
must sleep.
but I still keep on play.
until 1 o'clock,
I said,
Oh My God,
I really cant handle it,
must sleep..
I Off my Comp,
I immediately go to my room,
and off all the light,
and sleep on my bed..
Oh, i forgot brush my tooth,
Never mind..
when the turn to 3.30 o'clock,
i woke up,
I still saw the bathroom's light on..
I told myself,
Is it wan me to brush teeth only light off??[looks like I'm dreaming]
then I listen probably,
and i heard my brother haven't sleep.
I wan get up and call him to sleep..
but I still dreaming that I already told him to sleep.
and I wait for a while,
let myself to wake up.
Haiz..
I don care him and i slept..
I'm so tired that time,
and you all know what is the feeling that
someone wake you up when you just sleep,
and that moment is the moment that people sleep so.......
its like how people make noise and you never heard it..

and I wake up at 10.30am,
i wake my bro up at 11.15am.
If I din wake him up,
i think he can sleep until 12 something..

Today's day when so fast,
so fast 3 o'clock reach home after went for my breakfast,
No..
Thats not call breakfast,
is call brunch..
my mom brought us to jusco,
and I saw that boy again..
hehe..
he so nice and cute,
once I saw him,
I fall in love in him..
He sell watch at jusco,
just a little shop..
and
I think he is same age with me,
because 1st time i saw him,
he read science text book form 5,
hmm..
i still remember how the book look like,
that i even never touch the book, since i get it from school..

Oh my god.
I really miss him..
we din talk so much,
and i hope we get talk more.

my mom know it, haha..
she now always bring me to jusco..
walao..
I feel so shame...
and is on that day
I start to dress up myself to nicer,
because the 1t time I went to his shop buy watch,
i feel myself not like a girl.
Oh my god,
i still remember how i'm wearing..
its really not look like a girl..
oh my god..
for tat day,
i start to make myself to become more girl..
^^

mom bought me something..

2010-10-07T22:20:00.000+08:00

wow...

mom bought me a mickey mouse 'ak'
[don't know how to say in english..]
let me show you some picture

nice leh..
hehe... love it very much..

trial exam is going to be over..
still left 3 subject,
account 2 and
ekomoni asas 1 (on Tuesday)
and
account 1 and
sivik ( on Wednesday).

now,
I can play comp for just 2 days,
and then
I have to do my revision..
hope my account will be easy like cow =)

Trial Exam

2010-09-30T22:19:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. can say that is quite easy..
but for my additional maths,
Not good,
really hard..
damn hard..
and now exam,
very less online...
and stressful.
anything can let me to not be stress??

a lot of things need me to memories..

and now I learning yoga(by myself)..
a normal yoga..
is very easy,
sit in a position that make you comfortable..
and then listen to music,
a soft music,
breath in and out slowly..
5-10 minutes
then finish..
is very useful..
make me less from angry..^^

Exam

2010-09-20T22:16:00.000+08:00

OMG... exam day is coming soon..
Everytime I always scare of it..
I really wanna to study,
but always don't want to do it..
and always just use the time to watch tv,
play computer and facebook..
don't even want to touch the book either...
I always tell myself,
why don't I just read it just for a few hours??
why don't I just be hardworking just for few month??
the SPM is getting soon too..
I really scare of it,
I wanna to get a good result,
Parent always said,
"study is for yourself,
not for us,
what you get is for your ownself,
how good you get your result,
is depend on how hard you put on this,
what you get,
is for your ownself..
weather you want your dream to come true or not
is depend on you.."

my parent is not same to others,
they din't push me,
they din't push me must have your study...
they din't said that can't play computer and anything,
they just treat me as normal..
but I really got think before..
is my fault or parent fault??

is my parent no time to take care me,
so that my result will that bad because they no pushing me??
but,
and now is I really feel that I have to work hard for this..
is just for few months..
is just for few weeks...
and after that,
I can let it go for few months until my SPM result comes out..
I can rest, I can go find work to do, I can do what I want to do..

my dream is to become a sucessful person..
I don't care weather I got Boyfriend or not,
I don't care how I look like,
I just want to be sucess..
To be an Actress,
To be a hotel management,
To be....
Wow.. is a lot...

my parent is right,
everything I did is for my own good...
and everything I have to do it by myself..
parent is really care for us,
everything they did, they think for us 1st..
but,
I don't know weather they do that for me??
I hope they will..

Weather they care for me,
or how they treat me,
and I had promise myself that when I turn out to work,
I must have to earn myself much more money to take care my parent,
this is my job
and
this is my responsibility to take care of them..

my dinner

2010-09-19T20:45:00.000+08:00

Today I stay at home,
do the housework,
after that watch drama
while doing my homework.

and I eat my dinner^^ at 6p.m
brother bring us(me and mom)
to a shop that he have try before yesterday.

The shop named SUSAN'S
wow.. the food very nice, and delicious...

here are some picture I take at there.

its look so England style 0.0

oh~ I forgot what its call..
never mind,
~~its so delicious~~

Italian soda,
inside got a slide of lemon,
and its taste mango and soda,
some cream on top.. yum-yum-yummy :P

my brother order a sparkling juice,
wow~ I though is just like where I drank it before at secret recipe.
but wow~
my brother never know is that big too-.-
I still remember how the waiter act like.. haha..

this is we all order and share it together,
feel not yet full,
so
we decide to order this spaghetti..
this got egg and cheese..
umm~ i love Cheese.....~

and last we went home with stomach full :P
OMG.. I'm gonna be fat~

i'm so tired

2010-09-18T22:39:00.000+08:00

i'm so damn tired
went out with my mom to factory,
helping my grandma,
sell mooncake.

get some salary from those mooncakes that i had sell out..

i wanna to introduce my cousin

this is my cousin
anson khoo,
cute right..
now I think he is
1 years half old,
he can walk,
and he likes boys-.-
is very happy to visit him,
because when we visit him,
he will always smile,
is that normal??-.-
haha,
whatever...

friendship~

2010-09-15T11:05:00.000+08:00

Friendship isn't how you forget,

but how you forgive.
Not how you listen,
but how you understand.
Not how you see,
but how you feel.
Not how to let go,
but how you hold on.

I'm just a simple person,
my heart is just like a book,
the most thickest book in the world.
It depend on how you read me,
its simple,
just have to read it..
and its depend on how much you understand on this book.
Don't judge me by my cover,
it may look not really nice on you.
Look deeply inside the book,
and discover it..
you may know what person am I.

a friend like you..
I never regret that I have meet you on the 1st day..
I wanna to tell you something,
delete post doesn't mean can delete everything,
especially your scar,
that's true,
but,
if I can,
I WILL.

And if we hold it just for couple of mintues and hours,
breath in and breath out,
it wont happen to us again..
and I'm here to tell you one more time,
I din do it,
I know that the word that i speak through my mouth,
the word "believe on her"
will hurt you,
but
we will not do that such a childish things..

I Live A Unhappy Life

2010-09-06T21:33:00.000+08:00

everytime i cry alone in my room,
no ones know..
everytime i cry in my room,
forcing myself in a silent sound..
everytime i cry in my room,
thinking the sadness..
everytime i cry in my room,
thinking how you treat me that you not even know how is it..
everytime i cry in my room,
because all the sad thing in my heart is hurt to get it out,
and its pain...
how pain you wont know..

everytime i think back,
what i did wrong??
everytime i think back,
what i did that make u angry??
everytime i think back,
did my face look always make u unhappy, hate ma, mad at me??

everything i did,
is just wan u to be happy,
everything i did,
is just wan u to be smile always,
everything i did,
always make me to think,
did i wasting my time??
is because,
what i did is wrong..

everytime you give me the look,
i feel like i'm wrong.
everytime you give me the look,
it make me mad at you,
but i cant...
i have to act normal, and make u happy again...

you treat me not same as u treat bro,why??
you wont mad at bro when he did something wrong to you
but not same to me,why??

If you think when u buy things for me is call love me..
i'm sorry,
i just wan you treat me as how you treat bro..

is it because dad loves me more than bro, thn u hate ma??
is it what i did when i was a kid..
always cry, and a little bit thing
wan to scream and make bro bit by dad, thn you hate me??
and do u noe how bro treat me??
not always is me worng..
do you noe what he did to me??
ha.. of course you donno.. because he is your SON..
of course you will listen to him more thn me..
he always hit me,
bit me,
until my back have a scar
DO YOU NOE TAT??
oh.. ha
of course you don know...
because u working and is just me and bro at factory...

everytime u always angry,
because of dad
everytime u always mad,
because u always think we make u angry,
we all wrong,
u always need to look at our face.....

do u noe i'm the one always need to look at all your face,
you, dad, and bro...
what i did always don wan u all think me no use,
i always help my bro,
i just don wan him think that i'm not good enough..
because he always make dad not happy, and dad hate him..
what i need to do is cheer him up,
do everything that he wan me to do..
and you,
i always listen what you say,
say about dad,
everyone..
and u noe when you mad, and you angry..
make me feel sad and pain,
because you sick,
and i don wan u to not be unhappy...
and what you treat me??
you just not happy everything i did...

what i wan need is ur love..
not call u to buy things for me..
tats not call love..
i just wan u treat me like how u treat bro..
is thats all what i wan..
is thats all what i wan...

Bored!!

2010-09-04T19:22:00.000+08:00

Today,
Is yin san open house date,
sorry yin san,
i cant go,
coz my mom said,
if i go, will very late go home..
and no one will fetch me home..
hope i will be thr..
now 7.27pm
i think its start..
hope u all have a nice day..
hahaha..

today's dairy..

2010-09-01T16:05:00.000+08:00

Today's Dairy,
wake up in the morning at 6o'clock.
go down and drink a cup of water,
go back to my room and go for bath,
brush my tooth,
wear my uniform,
comb my hair,
and go for school.
mom fetch me to school.
reach to school,
walk to my class,
that is a way far from the guard house..

school start,
1st is perhimpunan,
and thn
go up class for my subject,
p.moral subject,
later addmath..
talking in the class while add math period,
science teacher din come, keep talking.
recess time,
go down for my "breakfast"
after breakfast, science class AGAIN,
after tat,
BM,
bm ntg to do because after that we will go for
ceramah.
after the ceramah then we go for makmat,
then reach to home fetch by melissa's mom..

thank you melissa, and aunty..

Breath In, Breath Out...

2010-08-30T21:19:00.000+08:00

Breath in,
Breath Out...
cool down..
for sure..
one day i really cant tahan..

Since when i be very easy to let people scold??
since when i easy to give people tease???
one day,
one day also cant stop tease me..
Hey,
I'm human...
Got feelings you know..
An animals also got feelings..

and stop say we DON care your feelings..
Is YOU DON care our feelings><

I'm Fat-ing!!

2010-08-29T22:24:00.000+08:00

Fat,

fat,
I'M SO FAT!!!
it can even seen my tummy
whn i wear shirt..
i need to diet!! who can teach me
how to diet??
How can a people love to eat diet??

people's feeling

2010-08-27T14:58:00.000+08:00

Do you know sometimes the word you say can hurt peoples feeling??
Sometimes, we don't care is not really don't care,
we just don't want to mess with you.
In order to make this friendship good..

You always said we don't care your feeling,
how about last time??
What did you do last time??
Do you care our feelings??
No.. You never...

Don't always say people won't have that,
or won't this,
or say people not nice..
Every People have their beauty.
Is weather How Beauty their have...
Don compare your love with others..

And if people never said that,
please...
don add it up in the story..

Think be4 you speak it out,
do care people feeling,
when you care people feeling,
then only others care your feeling..
is not weather who don care or who start 1st.

weather you want to care or not, is your choice..

Sad Really Had No Good Mood...

2010-08-01T22:19:00.000+08:00

the one who sad, the one had a bad mood..
i feel hurt, pain, when she say like that,
the feel when she say is
anger,
and sad.
i really scare her sick will more worst..
Please,
don be like tat,
cool down urself,
don because of this feel things make urself mad..
i don think he will care about u,
but i don think he won care u.
sometimes,
don because of somethings will make u think him in negative..
i said like this not that i stand on his side,
is i don wan u to be stress,
anger
and sad.
I just care about ur life...
ur health...

MOM Sick..

2010-07-24T19:01:00.000+08:00

One week... alreAdy one week she also not yet get well...
i feel pain when i saw her like this..
i try to make her happy always,
make her laugh,
but i still donno what she think,
i don wan her to think those sad things,
i wan her to think those happy things the had went thought with us...

this feel days,
i feel not very happy,
although had a very happy friends,
and veru funny friends..
but once i get back home,
i feel pain,
sad...

i really hope
my mom will get well faster,
i hope all the pain from her
will all gone..

Love

2010-07-14T21:58:00.000+08:00

Love,
when can i get my true love??
when can i get the one who will taking care of me??
when can i get the one always be there for me??
HIM...
Will i get any good relationship with HIM??
Do i have any feelings on HIM??

can i know,
who loved me??

Sleeply DayZ

2010-07-13T22:19:00.000+08:00

What a Summer day hu.. and what a sleeply day hu..
always feel sleeply le.. today sleep at class again..
haizx.. donno is my habit or what.. how to not feel sleeply everyday??
i don wanna to feel like tat always.. is really hard..
sleep early??
i try b4..
no use..
i try 9.30 pm i went to sleep..
the nxt day.. more feel sleeply..

Zd ==

蒲松齡^^

2010-07-09T22:07:00.000+08:00

蒲松齡~

Ah~i wan to cry a... while i watch this show i cry leh.. because is really touched my heart leh.. until i already put myself in to this show..++

Really Love her(鍾嘉欣) man... all her show i have watched.. is really nice.. all her show she also have cry de.. scare her eye pain leh.. donno how she act leh.. act dou so good.. really scare her eye pain.. cheh... haha.. me got a bit sot sot... love her until like that.. haha...

haizx.. i donno why leh???
i donno why my mom angry at me leh...
now i feel i'm very wrong...
like all also is my fault..
i just forgot about this le..
late tell her thn she angry..
hm~
yin san said,
don let this problem is a problem..
let this problem is a thing that make me grow..
let me grow up more...
hmm~
ya
i feel myself is a child..
a stubborn child..
haha
so.. means now..
i must let myself to grow up...

My Ambition..

2010-07-08T22:41:00.000+08:00

Yesterday is wednesday, a raining dayz..

on my last period that is Bm..
a relieve teacher come in our class, named Foo
she give us a paper, call us to tick those thing that i wan to do..
on that time.. i though teacher ask us to write our ambition on the paper..
i told my friends that my ambition cant let anyone know..
because that is a stupid ambition that i have..
thn my friends call me to say..
thn i told thm that i wan to be a artist..
my friends, yee theng and yen ney, said thy wanna to be too, but thy noe it wont happen on thm..
i don believe tat,
ya la, i believe a bit la.. but my 1st ambition is really is to become a artist..
haha, i think i watch too much movie,
but i really wan to be....
ltr my friends ask me wan to do which kind of artist.
i said, drama or singer...
and i wan to become both of it..
i'm sure it will happen on my life.. i really hope that will...

is that will make ppl think i'm the crazy??
or will let ppl think i'm the stupid one??
because of my face, i'm not pretty
and my voice not good...
haha.. i also donno..==

Let The Nature Take Its Course

2010-07-05T21:42:00.000+08:00

let the nature take its course,
this teach me that everything had god plan for us,
god had just prepare the perfect way for us to go,
we cannot change ourselve,
we can only let the nature take its course.
we cannot plan by ourselve,
we cannot die whenever we want to,
we have to accept it, because,
god had give us the perfect life to us,
live in happy life...^^

this picture not sut with this title ho??
cant find any picture that sut with this title..
whatever.....=="""

Please!!

2010-07-04T20:55:00.000+08:00

Please,

don make me feel very hate to my family,

please,
don make me feel hate to you.
please...

Knight & Day and Toy Story 3

2010-07-03T21:50:00.000+08:00

knight & day
watched it today
before my uncle come to
leisure mall
and meet us.
very nice,
interesting,
and funny..
love it,
wanna to watch it again..

toy story 3
watched it today also..
with my uncle and my cousin
very interesting..
i feel wan to cry.
and i cried
really really 'gam dong'..
before that,
my brother had lost the ticket...
but we watched it also..
mom angry at my brother,
cause he had been very blur...
like he just left his body with us,
his mind donno went where..
and when my mom talk to him,
he don even concentrate on that..

haizx..

twilight eclipse

2010-07-01T22:33:00.001+08:00

yeah!!! twilight saga-eclipse is coming soon.. cant wait for it...
love this movie very much.. gonna watch with my friends or family??

more than one in a day

2010-06-30T22:26:00.000+08:00

haha.. is just i write more than one de post in a day...
feel like wanna to write more and more and more so that my english will improve....
but i still think my english is suck==~!!
whatever.. no people will care for it...
no wonder i feel like everytime i'm so nothing to do la..
i remember that when i was small i have a lot of things to do, no study... is something very interesting.. is drawing..
haha.. i still remember that when i still small i love to draw... hope now my drawing still the same and good^^...

another raining day

2010-06-30T21:31:00.000+08:00

wednesday, 30 june 2010, raining day with a complicated...

today, i talk to yen ney... now i only noe how she think of me... espectually how she think of yee theng...
ha.. i nv though that...my life start to be worst..

i wan to success my dream, to be what i want to be.. a singer?? an actress?? haha... stupid right.. its wont happen to me...

i wan a success life, dream, relationship, result.................

life.. i wan my life will be better than now... at least i will survive in a happy day... and a happy life...

relationship, friends, family and love.. it never success on it...
friends.. become more worst...
love.. never had it b4 since i start to live in this world...
family.. become more worst too....

result, its become more worst than i though...
my marks getting lower...

i wan to make me do have a lot of work to do.. i want all my work to be easy..
no need to think, no need to stress...
if i get the job, i will immedialy complete...
i'm so stress...
i have to change a lot of things, i need to do a lot of things...
to make my life sucess....

friendship

2010-06-06T23:45:00.000+08:00

feel like our friendship, you and me getting worst..i don't want to continue like this, i don't want this relationship will broke.

thinking stupid things...

2010-05-15T22:32:00.000+08:00

i'm thinking stupid things..
more and more and more thinking..its wont happen in my life... i hv to stop thinking for this things...

tired

2010-05-06T22:33:00.000+08:00

i feel very tired this few days... start from monday.. donno izzit really much things to do...
yeaterday meeting time, yew told me tat is not everything have me to do it... let the people who is incharge of this things... yesterday at night, i think back what yew say, and i feel better then the day before yesterday, everyday i feel stress bout this, scare i cant success this activities whn i get in to this position... and from now on i will call the people who incharge of this to do it.. let myself to rest down for a little bit...

the day when so fast, audition 3 this friday is coming soon... our sentosa idol audition are finish...
hope for the final will done well this year... done more good thn last year...
and also saturday is coming soon... everyweek whn this day coming soon, i always feel scare... i donno why, but the feeling come though me... my brain keep think something, tat always feel something bad will come... but if i din go, i donno how thy feel bout me, especially yin san, i very scare she will angry tat i din go to chruch for many days... and whn i got go.. i always feel scare whn thy planing for the transport.. i scare my transport will be together with the ppl tat i donno..
got one time, in the car got almost more thn 10 ppl in the car, thy all talk together but just me the one who feel shy and quite in the car... i don even dare to tell the guy the way to my house.. and i scare thy will say wad to me... haizx... this saturday church is talking bout mother's day..
i think it will also like the transport...
hope my mom will go with me too, and hope this saturday i can go to... cause i long time din go jor... scare my friends at church forget bout me..=(

sad...

2010-04-30T20:08:00.000+08:00

no ppl can think my feeling... no ppl care bout me... but for me is already good jor.. i hv my friends, that will noe how to take care bout friends de..
yeah!!! friends 4ever

i start hate myself, that i no use, very easy to let ppl buli... until i start to think back how thy buli me, than i start cry.... the way thy buli, thy don even noe... not the way thy say, is the way thy speck, the volume of the sound, is look like thy scolding... and all the way thy talk is right, we wrong....

and go back home, i try wan to told my family... how thy treat to me.. thy don even wan to care bout this... like the don even wan to noe bout this... the way thy act like i'm very ignoring....
sad..................................................
make me feel i don wan to survive in this world...

someone told me, have to think positive.. just act like normal...
keep telling myself, think positive, act like normal....
think positive, act like normal...
think positive and act like normal....
i keep thinking, i hv to live by myself, tanpa bergantung kpd orang lain....

cheh~ moral pula... but fail too==

yeah!!! congraturation to all contestance
u r in audition 3 now...
just give some semangat for this thn u will
in to final...
good luck...XD

sorry!!!!

2010-04-24T21:10:00.000+08:00

so sorry to u all... is my fault... i really fan on tat time, tats why i suddenly so loud scold u all.. for me i will think tat time i din scold u all, i just say loud to u all only...really sorry..i will change...

today i very sad....no going to church, and got family problem... and i start very hate my father...
i don wan to, but he really make me hate him... he did something make me feel angry and hate him... my mom right... he did anything is make us to hate him, and let the god feel we very bad....
but the truth is, he's the one bad...

result

2010-04-21T22:42:00.000+08:00

my result really getting lower...OMG...
i get 2A, 2B, 3E and 3g
so bad result... must hardworking to do revision..but whn i sit to my studytable, the 1st book i will take is math... because it is the easiest sub...
so, i hv to do more revision that the sub i fail.. but i also hv to do revision for other subject, coz all also droped..
today i got class tambahan sej.. just me one girl to attent this class tambahan...coz i fail it.. teacher say i must to attent this class tambahan..
b4 this, something happen to the guys...thy say man's problem..
means emo time la... like he bu suang him, him bu suang he like tat lo..

very fan to see thm like this... more better don care thm...

i really look like old women...
i always forgot everything...
must write down all the things tat i hv to do
the nxt day only can sleep....
is really important now for the things i hv to do now...
the most important is, my studiest and the sentosa idol....
XD

my emotion..

2010-04-19T22:11:00.000+08:00

i'm been very stress this feel days..donno is because about da Sentosa Idol things or my subjects, is droping...i hope i can control myself... when i did something tat very ma fan, or can say is everything happen always will make me feel very angry....i donno how to control myself...my friends told me tat i always get angry and sometimes i scolded thm, i don even noe tat...and it is to bad for me...i don wan always get like this...and i cant find someone to help me for this.. someone can, but i nv get any advise from her...someone can, but it wont help me..she talk about herself more thn helping me..i really stress....

would u help me to solve this things..
let my emotion don become like this...
let me wont be so stress to everythings...
let me will feel happy and will success whn wad i did...
is just u can help me.. no one can...

finish exam + jo lynn's birthday

2010-04-08T22:52:00.000+08:00

v exam at da other class..means not at comp room la..
v exam at block A class 4a2(i think) and today is the last exam+ jo lynn's birthday..
v sang a lot of time birthday song to her..and the nxt class also sang birthday song..
but donno who is it.. haha

after exam v go celebrate, but not celebrate jo lynn's birthday,
is celebrate for our last exam had finished...(za dou)
v means yew, yin,seng,theng,ney,and me go little tree..
everyone listen,
is little tree, not big tree...haha..i study it from yin..
after tat v go cc...
walau..play until me sot sot come out...
like wan to fall down, like a lot of star on my head..haha..jkjk..(no so kua)
after tat my bro come fetch me, and theng and yin and yew to mcdonald...
tat time rain too...
after tat i just do the same thing like after school go grandma, house
wait my DAD finish play MAHJONG, thn only can go back to my HOME SWEET HOME....

THE END

exam..exam..exam..

2010-03-26T15:42:00.000+08:00

exam really make me stress, until i wanna to cry...
i hope this exam will end fast

when can i really get someone that care bout me?

5a7 de students very rajin

2010-03-12T14:18:00.000+08:00

wa..today 5a7 de student very rajin o.. almost all the ppl present, of course plus me la,
but also very song la.. today almost all the subject teacher din teach, and v just talk talk talk...
talk dou very song..haha..

holiday coming soon.

2010-03-11T12:01:00.000+08:00

haizx..so fast march de holiday. haizx... on holiday no free tim... go tuition and group study...
haiz..and sick tim, today also cant go for hari sukan...
so sad..

hospital...

2010-02-25T15:12:00.001+08:00

i was in hospital since 2nd of feb.. come out on 9 feb..
my eye cant open and cant move to right handside..
so scary..suddenly like this..
i think not suddenly, is pain before the eye close.

from tat day, my mom was take one week holiday to take care me.
really thanks to my mom,
i noe she was very tired, no work also 6 a.m wake up,
but food for me and come to hospital, and until very late only go back home and rest.

now i everyday, everytime also pray for her healthy. hope i can make her happy everyday, and live a happy and healthy life.

homework.

2010-01-12T17:35:00.000+08:00

walau eh....
so many homework to do,
at home cant do,
just wan to watch tv,
so decide to go to nanny house and do,
same with our gang..
and also and maybe la,
every friday go yen ney house do homework
walau e....

so stupid...
call our gang,
hahahaha....

p.s. my dad always scold me because of
saying this word walau eh...
hahaha...he say me very 'cho lou'...

our class room

2010-01-08T16:18:00.000+08:00

i going to die,
5a7 class room at the makmal computer,
there nice,
got air-con,
got nice place,
we make it like our house like tat,
but the white broad very far,
very hard to see and my eyes very pain,
i think my 'ken si sam jor'
need to change the speck.

our sentosa got new canteen,
new things,
new food,
but a lot of ppl,
make me feel scare to,
haha,coz i very short,
thn almost a lot of ppl taller thn me.
haha...
and a lot of homework and school work to do.

wa... now i mcc during teacher teaching..

winnie

the time went so fast

2009-12-30T13:09:00.000+08:00

so fast next day is new year eve,

now i wish you all happy new year,
hope a new year have a new things,
all new.
haiz,
so fast the time went,
so fast next year i'm form 5,
so fast next year my brother study kolej,
~~~so scare~~~
today just me one ppl at my grandma house,
my brother went out,
just me with the comp,
haiz..good then without the comp lorhx,
go out also can't.
haiz..

p.s i'm sorry yin san i always
cant go to church

winnie :(

new song

2009-12-29T12:40:00.000+08:00

hehe,
linda got new song,
i added at my playlist,
you all must listen,
this song is very nice
especially the 1st one,
'yat yeh shung nei'

winnie:)

long time no post

2009-12-28T17:51:00.000+08:00

hi..
long time no post ya..
donno wad i'm doing now,
i donno wad i'm doing too,
a lot of things happen to me now a days,
just donno how to solve it,
if it easy like the math question,
thats so good,
donno wads happening to me,
a lot of things to think,
until i make a lot of wrong things.
hope all of this things is just a dreams.

winnie